green.

my youthfulness is inescapable. as much as I'd like to be the unabashed vixen, I'm the contrary. I bumble, I stutter, and I'm still figuring out the difference between "want" and "need."

hm.

Could it be?

***

In the Game of Communication

If I could write the richest phrase,
full of depth and textured layer,
laid so the reader understands its maze
I'd be a satisfied player.

White noise

I need to shower but I'm too tired to budge. Fourth of July weekend was filled with more work hours than normal, and my being busy was amplified by everyone else's inclination for vacation. Oh well. I'm making 'dat monay' and can't complain.

My brother's now working at my restaurant. I'm glad. It's pretty fun finding ways to be a big sister. One action at a time, I'm discovering my role.

I can't wait to decorate my dorm. Swear, everytime I drive back to Adelphi, I get excited all over again about college. I don't want this superficial bubble of a life to end. I've got two years, thank you very much, and I plan to love every second of them.